My Furtive.

SHE, The Night...

2009-07-13T00:44:00.000-07:00

The Night Whispers With It's Cold Lips
...
Of Frigid Words.
My Ears So Surprised
My Eyes Awakened With Chills.
But I've Forgotten The Season To Mourn For Them Who Left!

She Kisses My Ears, Licking It Wet
I Can't Believe She Came Back As A Ghost, Unnamed
I Thought The Last Thing You Ever Wanted To Do Before Leaving Me Forsaken, Was To Break Me From Within
Yet You Are Now Here
With A Haunting

Her Hollow Form Presents It's Naked Presence In Lifelessness
Before Me Her Faceless Entity Absorbs Me,
These Demons From My Past Are Raping Me In My Sleep

...
And If Love Is Real Then This Must Be It,
Romancing Me.

I Am My Own Judge.

2009-04-13T21:27:00.001-07:00

My Sins Had Brought Me Great Pleasures
We Are One And The Same
Deceit Was In My Fu__in' Lips
With A Smile,
So I Knew You!

What Are We
Before Each Other?
We Are The Embodiment
Of Everything That Is Sin

Perfection Will Come
To A Hanging End
Never A Cut Apart From Each Other

Death Is A Rope
Strongly Held High
He Grins For Our Last Breath
And His Ravens Await Our Decay

I Stand In His Ill Judgmental Gallows
I Step Across His Line, Then Redemption Shall Be In His Hands

Forgiveness Will Be
Far Beyond My
Inhales, Exhales
Let's Kill Ourselves!
This Guilty Blood
Was Never Too Young
To Be Reaped
By His Own Self

"The Great Man Of His Time
Is He Who Expresses The Will Of His Time;
Who Tells His Time What It Wills,
And Who Carries It Out"

Make Up Artist No More

2009-03-24T18:39:00.001-07:00

A Sweet Cover Up For Her Bitter Failures,
Was Just The Thing To Make Imperfections So Perfect Again

Why Does Your Face Melt...
Whenever I Graze My Hand
It's Such A Mess Beneath Your Mascara
You Wished I Wouldn't Be Able To See Right Through

The Stitches Are Breaking Up Again
Loosening The Wounds To Unrecognizable Parts

You're Pretty...
Ugly When All The Cosmetics Start To Wear Out
Cracks Of Flesh Revealing A Profound Seepage Of Despair

I've Had Enough Of This
No Retouch Will Save You Now
It's Time I End Your Suffering
And All Your Lies

How About A Complete Facial Disfiguration
And I Cut Open Your Heart.

Now It All Looks Like A Puzzle
...
THE SCATTERED PIECES OF YOUR FACE

The Dancers Grim

2009-03-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Don't worry,
I will bring you there...
where the air kills us all again.

Things will be
much better for us then,
home it shall be.

I'm not scared of this
sweet end coming,
engaged everything with this seclusion.

A dance through frigid air,
without sways,
without steps,
without a trace.

I've dreamt of forever,
you and I
...not a story of cliches
and vampires.

Love, hear me,
how long will you dance with me lifelessly?

Come alive,
listen to me,
you're killing me too.

My nails are almost
tearing up your fragile skin,
decaying in my arms
is my princess in blue.

To the tomb,
we'll wait no more,
no turning back.

I'll bring the light together with your motionless corpse
to where it all dies again
...where darkness devours everything.

Laid to rest beside me will be my love,
undone
...breathless but still whispering my name.

She Dug. Then I Buried Everything.

2009-03-10T05:34:00.001-07:00

Amidst Her Dying Eyes
Is A View Of How This Is Going To Be.

This Hole Will Be Most Faithful To You,
That Betrayal Dug A Grave For You.

These Wounded Hands Shall Bury You Deep Without Remorse
Naked You Lay Where Screaming Never Helps
You Know This Wont Hurt,
But This Will Surely Suffocate You Unto Your Last.

Eat The Dirt That Owns You As It Swallows You Down.

I Smile As The Ugliest Of Faces Is Devoured To Nothingness,
An Existence Will Be Eaten Into The Abyss.

How Long Could She Hold Her Breath
And Open Her Eyes To Only See The Pitch Black Grave She Unforeseeingly Fell Into?

It Wont Be Long Till This Traitor's Lungs Is Blown,
Then She'll Realize What Everything Turned Out To Be
.. .. ..
The End

We Were Both Mistaken,
Yet Your Lies Dug A Home For You.